Currently Reading Sensual Phrase (Kaikan Phrase) Vol.3 By Mayu Shinjo see related

I realized i cant read shoujo-love manga....just makes me feel like life is pathetic and boring

I need some action and killing manga...yessir

Currently Gaming PS2 Guitar Hero Bundle By REDOCTANE see related

YAR!

Long time no update here...y u ask? i was only updating my livejournal.

Well let me get this out of the way first!

 Happy Holidays Everyone!

Christmas was awesome! :) i had so much fun!

A lot of my presents were art materials and actually help renew my spark of interest in art and drawing. I drew my step sister a pic of her avatar "ghetto kitty" holding the dog plushie her bf got her. I've realized when i want to draw, drawer's block IS THE WORST! Or when u draw something and it totally DOES NOT come out the way u want it to...sucks. I'll prolly finish those sketches eventually just not now cuz i hate them!

I got a set of 120 prismacolor colored pencils. A small set of Prismacolor Markers. A sketch pad. A whole shit load of paints and watercolor paints. Lets see i also got a shit load of clothes! Hoodie heaven! And really cute socks w/ like winnie the pooh and puppies! :) Aiya~! They're all so comfy! :) I got a sandwich maker/grill/waffle maker! (YUS WAFFLES!) I'm making waffles tommorrow morning! woo+ wafflicious! i also got an anime drawing book thatt shows styles of different artists. awesome book!

I successfully beat guitar hero on medium in 2 days. Just started on hard. i got my brother, my step sister, my step dad and my step uncle addicted to guitar hero. they were like fighting for who got to play next and i was just like O_o; Unlocked Grimm ripper and all the extra songs.

Had two mudslides cuz my step dad made them for me. I had 2 glasses but they took me an hour to finish each. My step sister got mad at my step dad b/c he was letting me drink alcohol. She was crying and said she almost cut herself. This might seem lil extreme to most of u viewing it from the outside, but her sister has a lot of drug and alcohol problems, and she was afraid i would down the same road. The thing is i can control myself, plus the fact i ate while i was drinking so yea i was ok. After her i told her not to worry and i made her laugh, she was ok. They brought me and my brother home around 6 pm...It's really weird too. As soon as i got home, i felt lonely....mehhhhhhh O_o;

I'm so bored right now! i said i'd work tommorrow....y?

LOL i dunno

anyone feel like just going out and driving around for the hell of it? I just feel like going somewhere...

anyways yea...i find it really sucky that even though i got a solid answer of "no" from P and we're still friends, i still like him. i cant help it. The sad thing is, i really thought he did "like" me, but maybe he was only showing normal affection for a friend. Who knows! *shrugs* It's really weeeeeeeird...cuz honestly i dont kno WHAT i see in him but i like him for "him." Who he is personality wise. Maybe love is just blinding me. I dunno but whatever...Sometimes i think God is laughing at me...honestly. The day before i told P how i felt, my friend Will got a gf and then my step sister told me she got a bf. I thought that was a good sign that i might finally be lucky. HOO BOY was i wrong! lol And now my best friend Dorothy finally had the guy she liked tell her he liked her too....pif *sigh* it makes me feels so inadequate...rarg cant find a single guy i'm interested in who feels the same way about me ah oh well. u_u whatever no need to rush i suppose...bleh

moooo....I hate writting aboout crap like that *points up* amazing how i do it anyways. It always makes me feel whiney and i hate that. muuuuuuur....anyways i'm out

And soooooo...Life is boring. I never realized how uninteresting everything could be w/o highschool drama. I mean in a way i'm glad i dont hafta deal with that anymore, but w/o it life seems a lil less exciting and too predictable. I need to do something random today and out of the blue to break the chain.

I wanna meet some new ppl to and just do something today gahhhh. Shit shit i have work almost forgot. I might hafta end up calling out cuz i'm gunna be stranded at school w/o a ride...meeeeh sucky.

I went on a crazy shopping spree yesterday (thats new) i dont like shopping. But it wasnt shopping for myself. Out of the 120 dollars i spent, 16 of it was for me cuz i bought a CD i was looking for, for a while. The rest of it i spent it on 2 games for myy step dad, 3 mangas for myy step sisters, and 3 frog statues for my mom. I'm going up to see her this weekend again. I'm so excited. I wish it was tommorrow. I've noticed how i tend to spend money freely when it comes to othher ppl. ^^; But if i want something, i always tell myself.."I dont NEED it." well unless i've been looking for it for a long time and havent found it anywhere else, then i buy it.

I had a strange dream last night about sneaking back in highschool. Ya kno how they hafta wear their IDs like badges now? Yea well i apparently got one of the strings and wore my old highschool ID like that and hung out in Mr. W's class. lol And then i left and some woman thought i was a student so i pulled out my MCC ID and she was like "oh ok." and i was like "yea i just needed to get this for my little brother, he's out sick and he lost this."

Weird dreams....i've been having dreams i remember every night again. Some of them are A LOT stranger then this....A LOT

ok gotta go do stuff

~Stina

Oh for the sake of dubbed anime! HOW HORRIBLE! THEY SCREWED NARUTO OVER WITH VOICE ACTING! THEIR VOICES ARE TERRIBLE! DONT FIT AT ALL!

T-T